YUU KANDA

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[ Kanda doesn't but it never stopped people or Satoru, honestly. ]

Kanda! Still earless?

[ he doesn't understand how the afterlife just picks and chooses how ghosts appear ]

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[WHAT IS HE SUPPOSED TO TALK ABOUT IF HE CAN'T TALK BUSINESS... ABOUT MISSING PEOPLE? NEVER]

I don't want to use-- [blips out

Comes back]

Ugh.

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Healing thing over there that maybe would give you back pieces of yourself?

[ He tries to make a guess. ]

At some kind of price?

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Forget it. I don't want to keep disappearing.

[All he can talk about is Jamba Juice but he doesn't go there]

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... What can you even talk about, you think?

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Nothing that matters. [He doesn't go to Jamba Juice so that's useless to him] I don't know why we're here.

[Ignores all the people who were very happy to see each other and the people who said they missed him specifically (why)]

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To cheer some of us up?

[ Hehe? Obviously not him, though. ]

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[:man_standing:]

cw the unalive

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You know Mathis was thinking of killing himself over the weekend?

[ Just drops this on Kanda to show how the depression is hitting. ]

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[He sighs... he can't say what he really wants to or he'll blip out of existence, so--]

You know we're not far.

[That much has been obvious for a little while now. It's not like Kanda doesn't get it, and he knows his mindset would be different if he was still on their side, plus (static noises), but--there is this, at least.]

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[ He quietly mouths "oooooh" while placing a hand on his chest. ]

This is good practice for you.

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Huh?

[practice for WHAT]

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I almost felt comforted!

[ wowee ]

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[MAKES A DISGUSTED FACE]

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That's what you want people to feel when they're super down. Why are you looking so angry?

[ LISTEN ]

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It's not my job to cheer people up. And you're not upset anyway.

[HE'S CLEARLY DOING FINE]

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What do you mean I'm not upset...

[ he's obviously going through it ]

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People all cope in different ways, but objectively everyone is having an awful time.

[ So!! Maybe he is sad!!! ]

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[.........

Sighs. There's nothing he can say to that because even if he was over there, he's not exactly a bastion of comfort and joy--shit IS awful, he'd be the first to acknowledge that.]

Either we'll make it out of here, or we'll be too dead to care. All we can do is keep going.

[Th. Thanks Kanda]

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[ He goes quiet because this is a very weird thing to experience? ]

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[STOP

STARTS WALKING AWAY]

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[ Follows him like cats do. ]

Wait! Are you feeling self-conscious?!

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[WE CAN'T BOTH BE CATS IN THIS RELATIONSHIP]

No! You're just annoying!

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What makes me so annoying? You tolerated me so well earlier in the two-month ritual!

[ They're different spectrum of cat at least. ]